They’d best tie my wings down, because I am going to fly.

Time while working for fashion Magazines and Japanese, bliss.

And… Jimmy Gnecco releases his solo album ‘The Heart’ July 20th….. Ecstasy.

I don’t find myself particularly polite. I’ll talk to you if you approach me but I won’t approach you, generally ever. Maybe it’s the sociaphobe coming out, maybe it’s something of fear or perhaps I just don’t have anything to say to you. Humans interest me on a scale of zero. I don’t care about the small drama in your life, your material things or your ever-so-great profession. Life is….nothingness. We are all born into menial lives no matter how grand of a scale. All these worldly possessions people kill one another for, end. Just like you.

Absolutely, I believe in striving for a wonderful life, happiness and wealth. But, hurting and destroying others is… unforgivable. You will pay at a later date for it. Yes, we all hurt people by accident, by things we cannot control. However, knowing that you are hurting someone… May God damn you.

We are here for a purpose, what reason however, I do not know. I think, maybe we are here, to learn enlightenment through the hell that is earth, in all her beautiful glory, demons called humans reside on her.

Thus, ending my sermon. One last thought, why are people so crazy over a piece of green paper? I mean, it’s a piece of stupid paper that has somehow been deemed ‘worthy’ of ruling our lives. Think on that cruel joke and tell me you don’t feel the slightest bit silly working so hard for paper.

I feel, extremely elated today. I don’t know why and I don’t know how long it will last but…. it’s rather nice, alien, but nice.

And so, if Eubie Blake could play piano with his fingers not curved… So can I. I cut my nails for no one and I hate….HATE people telling me what to do; I do things on my own terms, in my own time. I’ll take good advice, but only when I like it. It’s like the lovely departed Ms. Iijima said ”私的に (My Way)”

Album Recommendation(s):
X Japan ‘Dahlia’ and ‘Art of Life” – Anything by X Japan is tops. But, since this is a post about Piano and X Japan, Yoshiki plays lots of Piano on these 2 albums. If you are familiar with classical music, you’ll recognize some of Schubert’s Unfinished Symphony No.8 in Art of Life.

Slowly, I am falling apart: (o>ω<o)

Happy 4th of July!

Today I’ve been cleaning out my closet. Strange old mementos pop up among a lot of weaponry,

For the first time in my life, I feel proud; proud that I accomplished something by my own merit and not by my looks. It would sound like I’m spoiled but believe me, that’s the farthest from the truth. Never do I ask for anything, from anyone. You can count on only yourself in this cold dark world, this is the lesson. And so, I am…. well, I don’t want to say contemptuous of the things in my life but…. I feel content that I actually accomplished something worthwhile and I busted my ass for it, making it even sweeter. YES! I did it.

Was it hard? Getting there, yea. With Japanese, Dance and Piano lessons nearly every day; + Work, Housework and Studying every day.

The meeting of different cultures, whether in music or life, can be a very beautiful thing.

Music Recommendations:
Schwein “Schweinstein” – Japanese, German and English – This album will get you ‘hot’. One of my all time favorites.
Zilch “3.2.1″ – American, English, Japanese – This has been on rotation the past few days, it’s amazing and raunchy. 2 of the members have now passed away, Rest in Peace hide and Paul Raven.

Shoot me, Baby:

- One in three Native American women will be raped at some point in their lives, a rate that is more than double that for non-Indian women.

- In fact, American Indian Women’s Chemical Health Project found that three-fourths of Native American women have experienced some type of sexual assault in their lives.

- Native American women suffer violent crime at a rate three and a half times greater than the national average, including sex trafficking.

Don’t forget us.

May God bless you and all your loved ones. Have a beautiful Easter with your beloved family.